if sometimes I ignore the little voice in my head saying, “This isn’t a good idea,” because I like feeling like shit.
I should have played through my plan, stayed home, and been safe in my own little world.
I have had no motivation today. Zip. Well enough to clean my ceiling fan but that was it.
I have a Legal Aspect of Higher Education mid-term tomorrow. Haven’t began studying.
I’m doomed. But I just want to sleep.
goes along with the post from yesterday
Makes me miss Archimedes :( Oh well, I have Amelia.
I have a terrible habit of getting extremely lonely after someone seemingly spontaneously leaves while we have been hanging out.
I shouldn’t be upset nor really should I feel this bad… I don’t know what it is.
Maybe my fear of rejection, or abandonment issues, possibly the fear that I’m not as significant as I hope to be.
I’m disgustingly needy. It’s terrible.
Was told I needed to have pics taken of myself today.
So this is me, on a rainy day, in an empty bed, wanting to go shopping.
One phrase in that sentence needs to change.
Actually this is even a perception problem…
Had a conversation about this last night…