A New Hope

Observations: actions v. words

Tue, 22 Nov 2011 20:20:41 -0500

Despite being told over and over he is different than all the others it is really interesting that he keeps acting like all the others in certain aspects. Yes, I get paranoid, it’s just how my past relationships have caused me to act but there was also truth to my suspicions in the past.
Past flings and girlfriends are already dangerous territory. But the way he’s been acting and what I’ve been seeing is not helping. Maybe I’m completely wrong. I’d love to be completely wrong but there’s a small part of me that leads me to feel that he’s not over it.
I know the bestie knows the concerns that keep coming up. The what really happened with those on and off relationships, was it his call, am I just an in-between, why is he talking to them, Facebook creeping, and such?
I know I’m prettier than them, but I didn’t used to always be pretty and I’m still not completely convinced I am.
Dammit. What am I supposed to do?

I wonder

Fri, 18 Nov 2011 14:17:34 -0500

if sometimes I ignore the little voice in my head saying, “This isn’t a good idea,” because I like feeling like shit.

I should have played through my plan, stayed home, and been safe in my own little world.

Tue, 18 Oct 2011 15:50:01 -0400

daily-tumbles: fizzbitch: “Aww look at this cute fuzzy thing,...

Tue, 18 Oct 2011 15:49:25 -0400

daily-tumbles:

fizzbitch:

“Aww look at this cute fuzzy thing, I’m gonna pet it and OH JESUS WHAT FRESH HELL IS THIS!?”

Not good

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 21:23:28 -0400

I have had no motivation today. Zip. Well enough to clean my ceiling fan but that was it.

I have a Legal Aspect of Higher Education mid-term tomorrow. Haven’t began studying.

I’m doomed. But I just want to sleep.

Interesting!!

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 20:54:57 -0400

Interesting!!

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Sun, 16 Oct 2011 15:08:19 -0400

goodoldfashion: gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy…

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 15:05:46 -0400

goodoldfashion:

gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy gpoy…

Reblog if you were a different person 365 days ago...

Sun, 16 Oct 2011 15:05:08 -0400

I've gotta get a new game plan

Fri, 14 Oct 2011 19:22:45 -0400

There is too much of me in supply and not enough demand. This must change. I will have a successful Friday night.

daily-tumbles: Following this blog will be the best thing you...

Fri, 14 Oct 2011 19:02:58 -0400

daily-tumbles:

Following this blog will be the best thing you ever do

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Thu, 13 Oct 2011 13:39:55 -0400

Thu, 13 Oct 2011 13:05:34 -0400

daily-tumbles: REBLOG IF YOU ACTUALLY DID. Following this...

Tue, 11 Oct 2011 18:55:14 -0400

daily-tumbles:

REBLOG IF YOU ACTUALLY DID.

Following this blog will be the best thing you ever do

goodoldfashion: “If he could learn to love another, and earn...

Mon, 10 Oct 2011 21:29:51 -0400

goodoldfashion:

“If he could learn to love another, and earn her love in return by the time the last petal fell, then the spell would be broken. If not, he would be doomed to remain a beast for all time. As the years passed, he fell into despair and lost all hope. For who could ever learn to love a beast?”

So much love for this movie

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daily-tumbles: Following this blog will be the best thing you...

Mon, 10 Oct 2011 20:58:58 -0400

daily-tumbles:

Following this blog will be the best thing you ever do

goes along with the post from yesterday

Mon, 10 Oct 2011 14:42:11 -0400

goes along with the post from yesterday

it’s the truth…

Mon, 10 Oct 2011 14:39:40 -0400

it’s the truth…

Makes me miss Archimedes :( Oh well, I have Amelia.

Mon, 10 Oct 2011 14:38:58 -0400

Makes me miss Archimedes :( Oh well, I have Amelia.

Admit it, girl.

Mon, 10 Oct 2011 14:21:00 -0400

Admit it, girl.:

daily-tumbles:

You don’t want him talking to her because you know she’s pretty, you’re scared that she might more of his type, you’re assuming that he’ll lose feelings for you & gain them for her, you’re thinking that when he’s not talking to you, he’s talking to her. You dislike how when you guys have problems, he’ll run to her, tell her & she’ll seem to understand him better than you do & you’re scared that he’s gonna leave you for her.