Despite being told over and over he is different than all the others it is really interesting that he keeps acting like all the others in certain aspects. Yes, I get paranoid, it’s just how my past relationships have caused me to act but there was also truth to my suspicions in the past.
Past flings and girlfriends are already dangerous territory. But the way he’s been acting and what I’ve been seeing is not helping. Maybe I’m completely wrong. I’d love to be completely wrong but there’s a small part of me that leads me to feel that he’s not over it.
I know the bestie knows the concerns that keep coming up. The what really happened with those on and off relationships, was it his call, am I just an in-between, why is he talking to them, Facebook creeping, and such?
I know I’m prettier than them, but I didn’t used to always be pretty and I’m still not completely convinced I am.
Dammit. What am I supposed to do?
if sometimes I ignore the little voice in my head saying, “This isn’t a good idea,” because I like feeling like shit.
I should have played through my plan, stayed home, and been safe in my own little world.
I have had no motivation today. Zip. Well enough to clean my ceiling fan but that was it.
I have a Legal Aspect of Higher Education mid-term tomorrow. Haven’t began studying.
I’m doomed. But I just want to sleep.
There is too much of me in supply and not enough demand. This must change. I will have a successful Friday night.
“If he could learn to love another, and earn her love in return by the time the last petal fell, then the spell would be broken. If not, he would be doomed to remain a beast for all time. As the years passed, he fell into despair and lost all hope. For who could ever learn to love a beast?”
So much love for this movie